Wednesday, May 12, 2010


Sometimes I feel I am such a dumbo.. I havent been a fan of some genre of music.. i dont even know the right pronunciation of that word "genre".. People younger than me have taste for a specific "genre" .
Some of my colleagues are pursuing post graduations, doing weekend classes and what not.. even though I wanted to, I never ended up pursuing it with so much fervour.
There are other colleagues who have jumped ship so many times that with half experience than me, they are now earning nearly equal package. I havent ever given a thought. :) not that I have any particular reason..
There are these young people who are aware and conscious about the various career options they have and also have clear ideas on what they want. I have simply drifted along my way so far.. never had a clue about available opportunities or have fought for any particular thing..
There so many others that do a lot of things to improve their health. I dont find the find the motivation inside me.
(Not that I have not got it externally, but by experience, external motivation can push me only for a limited amount of time, I lose interest in a short span and end up having side effects)

The point remains, am I so much a dumb person ?


Chica said...

I think u may have just described ME !!!

Life 24*7 said...

Its just a phase and when something meaningful starts happening around you, you wont feel these emotions with that intensity, i guess all of us go through this at some time.

About the younger junta, well, i too believe that they are more of the go getter lot, they want to keep learning and growing and probably are more ambitious and /or have more clarity as to where they want to head to.

Most important is to take charge of your life !! Don't let it go by !! Coz its never late to do something if you really want to!!

and in the most filmi style -
"itni shiddat se maine tumhe paane ki koshish ki hai ki har zarre ne mujhe tumse milane ki koshish ki hai....kehte hai agar kisi cheez ko dil se chaaho toh poori kaynaat tumhein usse milane ki koshish mein lag jaati hai"

Cheers !!